Horoscope?

I subscribed on an online horoscope wherein they will send you your daily horoscope in you e-mail. Usually I just erase those e-mails without reading them. Last night, March 22, 2009, I opened my e-mail and I tried reading the e-mailed horoscope for that day. I was really amazed because the horoscope that I read is what I really feel that moment and till today. Here's the horoscope:

"This may be one of those days when there are hundreds of people around you, MaLLeN sAsHa, and yet you feel completely alone. For some reason, no one seems to understand your perspective. Your incredible sensitivity and emotionalism is putting you in a category of your own. Try not to ostracize yourself from the group. Reach out to others instead of pulling back away from them. You have more in common with other people than you think."

I don't know why I feel this way. It's been like 4 days now since this started. hahaha. I feel so alone. But I know I have friends who are there for me. I think the right word is EMPTY. :( I can't really sleep at night. Usually now I sleep at around 4-5 am. When I'm lying on my bed it's like I'm thinking of a lot of things which really makes me sad. A lot of things are bugging me, my future if I would be successful on my chosen field and especially what will happen after the "awaited day." I don't know! I think I'm a mess right now. But I'm trying to be okay. I'm still trying to be happy but deep inside me I'M NOT. :'(