Behind the Cameras

To start this off, I watched Tyra Banks Show for the first time because the topic was very interesting. It's about "fat" people, the critisisms and judgements the society give them hahaha "US". Well I'm a part of it. And for some people I must say "YOU DON'T HAVE TO RUB IT IN."
I have many "traumatic" experiences about this one. Everywhere I go I get something hurtful from other people. The most unforgettable thing that "insensitive" people did to me was back in grade school. Things that makes me sad and depress sometimes. Now after how many years and as the days go by, hurtful things pile up. I remember a friend asked me what I feel when people call me names. I just answered "sanay na din ako." But the truth is, yes I get used to it but still it hurts specially when your friend and worst is if a close friend was the one who said it. But I can't blame them because me and my friends are really "maloko" to the point that we even tease one another but for us it's purely a joke just to laugh ourselves out. For me, it's really okay. It's just that sometimes people must know their limitations. right? Meaning not in PUBLIC like dragging it in the internet. Example, putting captions on my picture in the internet calling me names, without me even knowing and I just figured it out through a comment. I cried when I saw that. I was really pissed off. Ofcoarse I told him to delete it but don't expect it to be in a very nice way because I was hurt. As one person told me "ilagay naman natin sa lugar." Then he even told me "ang dami mong alam," " ang big deal" Wo0o0o0oW! Taas ang kamay ko sau promise!
Anyways, my point is, yes, I know I am overweight, yah fat but I don't need people who will make me feel bad about myself. I hate being sad and depressed. I just want to be happy.
For my ending speech [hahahaha. :)], I would like to say soooooooper thank you to my HS barkada because I can't remember any situation wherein they made me feel bad about myself. They even gave me confidence in me. I love you guys. And syempre my friends who never tried to make me feel bad about myself in a bad way. You know who you are. I know some of you tell me things for me just to have control and discipline in myself. Don't worry, I really appreciate that.
Hahahaha. Wla lang gusto ko lang i-share.